My Future path?
February 21st 2016
My future path?
This week I have been thinking about what I want to do… With so many things and so much drama on a daily basis you can't help but to ask yourself “Is this for me?” And my answer at this time is unknown! I love what I do but physically how long will I be able to keep going with minimal pain, mentally are you willing to drop your standards to make everyone happy and eat your pride? Is the money worth it? Though the pay is great for now but in the end I feel it is going to cost me more than I can make especially with health issues getting worse and I believe what I do as a mechanic isn't helping with the amount of bad chemicals I am around on a daily basis to the exhaust, to the extreme exposure to the cold weather with playing on frozen metals and the high stress that comes with being a mechanic, I have been a mechanic since 2012 and no longer feel 100% that this is what I'm supposed to do! I have a doctors appointment on March 3 and they are going to do allergy testing to try and narrow my issues down. I've had they really important stuff tested for a month ago and they didn't find anything however just because they didn't find anything the first time around don't mean there's no problem it just means it's in a neutral state at the time of the blood draws. I have thought about going into business for myself as a mobile mechanic and thought about it for about 3 weeks and decided that isn't for me either (at this time) so recently it came to mind that we may eventually end up in Oregon but don't know why right now, I have never been there in my life! (That I can remember) as far as my career I am going to look into becoming a building/construction inspector I love doing construction but it's to seasonal so I can't do that here in Alaska and I'm not ready to move! Anyway that's my current thoughts and what's going on! I hope you all enjoy it!
My future path?
This week I have been thinking about what I want to do… With so many things and so much drama on a daily basis you can't help but to ask yourself “Is this for me?” And my answer at this time is unknown! I love what I do but physically how long will I be able to keep going with minimal pain, mentally are you willing to drop your standards to make everyone happy and eat your pride? Is the money worth it? Though the pay is great for now but in the end I feel it is going to cost me more than I can make especially with health issues getting worse and I believe what I do as a mechanic isn't helping with the amount of bad chemicals I am around on a daily basis to the exhaust, to the extreme exposure to the cold weather with playing on frozen metals and the high stress that comes with being a mechanic, I have been a mechanic since 2012 and no longer feel 100% that this is what I'm supposed to do! I have a doctors appointment on March 3 and they are going to do allergy testing to try and narrow my issues down. I've had they really important stuff tested for a month ago and they didn't find anything however just because they didn't find anything the first time around don't mean there's no problem it just means it's in a neutral state at the time of the blood draws. I have thought about going into business for myself as a mobile mechanic and thought about it for about 3 weeks and decided that isn't for me either (at this time) so recently it came to mind that we may eventually end up in Oregon but don't know why right now, I have never been there in my life! (That I can remember) as far as my career I am going to look into becoming a building/construction inspector I love doing construction but it's to seasonal so I can't do that here in Alaska and I'm not ready to move! Anyway that's my current thoughts and what's going on! I hope you all enjoy it!
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